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The concept and story behind My Gift & My Curse…
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This song that I wrote isn't your typical song. I wanted to capture what I'm going through in my life. Just like any super hero with great powers comes great responsibilities. And being a front man to a very controversial music group really came with a lot of responsibilities. The power we have over people is incredible but should never be used for evil. This year has been yet another trial of backlash through rumors and gossip in attempts to destroy this amazing movement. It made me grow sad to know people would try to destroy something that helps others save lives and create a positive message. Yeah some of our songs are obscene but life can be obscene. I'm just the kind of person that has the balls to say whatever I want to say. It is my gift and my curse. But no matter what I never gave in to the false accusations made against us. I kept my faith strong and knew the truth can out weigh any evil against us.
People are afraid of what they can't kill.. Remember that! Because it's the fucking truth. I made a lot of changes to my life to protect my honor and embrace my dreams. I will never let fake bull shit against me and my movement ever stop me. And what's funny is how people use rumors against us. They think it's our kryptonite. But in reality you can't destroy the HERO. In the end our justice will prevail and we stand un affected. We are the fans band. Devoted to the people who made us what we are and defenders of the absolute truth. You can talk your motherfucking shit bitches but remember haha your only making me famous. When you say my name I hope it gives you hell. Thank you All American Rejects for that song. In the end we stand undeafeted. And if someone tries to stop us they better be in for a fucking war. Because When I bite I bite like a wolf an never let go. It will be the biggest battle you ever took on buddy! I promise you that ;"p
This song describes my life through the music industry and as a true hero to the people who are different….. Look! It's okay to be a little messed up and weird. We all are. And if someone says no to that well there lying to themselves. I don't give a fuck anymore. I'm going to live my dreams and no one's gonna stop me.
I'm not perfect and I can't change the way I am but If I offended you good because I still don't give a fuck -Eminem
The music industry is a cut throat fucked up soulless world where people see the dollar signs and will throw you in front of a bus to gain fame. It's not anything what you think it is but if you do it for the music and you do it for love than your doing the absolute right thing. Just know you will be hated for it. People will do anything to take a piece from you.. If being in this world truly is what you want than remember it's your gift and your curse. They would kill to see you faill.. Keep your head up! And never ever give in or sell your soul.
Cuz no soul has a price!
And be ready for knifes through your back..
friends an fans turning on you…
Rumors to try and ruin your career..
and managers stealing your money..
Groupies taking advantage of you
and police and church groups trying to pin you for anything just to get you off the streets quickly and make you look like a lose cannon or a menace to society.
Best said by Oliver Sykes from Bring Me The Horizon.
IT NEVER ENDS!
Look. I know I'm not perfect. I don't have the best grammar in the world or I'm not the most beautifulist person here too. But I do have a heart and I use my gift for the better of mankind. Maybe these words will make sense to you when I'm gone. But I leave you this knowledge to help you understand and get through. Cuz it's safe to say. We all have a heart and we all feel too.
One heart one love… BOTDF
Just be ready to tackle all of the above cuz you better believe that this is what will happen once you become a hero.
This is my gift and my curse.
If there hating than your doing it right.
Fatally yours,
-Vanity 09/09/10 3:58PM
Blood On The Dance Floor
"My Gift & My Curse"
INTRO:
Today I died
and I'm up in heaven
looking down on the world
ARK angel number 7
I was sent to earth
with a mission to complete
my memories
remain bittersweet
a messenger
with a double duty verse
it's my legacy,
my gift and my curse…
curse
curse
curse
curse
curse
curse...
VERSE ONE:
Hold your head up high
They'll would kill to see you fail
Evil lurks in the shadows
Just waiting to prevail
Every sinner has a future
Every saint has a past
Gotta keep the torch burning
so the message will last
Like a phoenix rising up
From a pile of burning ashes
Can't give up
no matter how the haters try to trash us
I will use my voice
like the world's my motherfucking classroom
touching hearts, saving lives
warding off the black doom
PRE-CHORUS:
Come with me
and take my hand
I'll lead you to
a wonder land
A world that's free
of hate and lies
Where beauty lives
and evil dies
Relax your mind
and close your eyes
Heaven's what
you visualize
My wings of gold
kill all despair
just trust in me
Ill take you there
I'LL TAKE YOU THERE!
CHORUS!
THIS IS MY GIFT
and my curse
till I'm dead in a hearse
My words will STAIN THIS FUCKING EARTH!
until I'm free from this sex lust succubus nurse
I can't escape this wicccccked curse
like a vamp to the neck
like a wolf to the flesh
I'm curse I'm curse
I'm fucking dead
My gift my gift
the only thing left
I can't escape this wretched fate
VERSE TWO:
Why do I wear myself down to nothing!?
Would you let me widdle myself into something
Carving me down to the absolute bitterness
wipe away the jealousy I got nothing left
I'm chewing on what's left of my silent tongue
for holding it back from way to fucking long
I've been playing by the rules
I lost myself in the game
I fear the person I use to be
will never be the same….
Pre Chorus:
Come with me
and take my hand
I'll lead you to
a wonder land
A world that's free
of hate and lies
Where beauty lives
and evil dies
Relax your mind
and close your eyes
Heaven's what
you visualize
My wings of gold
kill all despair
just trust in me
Ill take you there
CHORUS!
THIS IS MY GIFT
and my curse
Till I'm dead in a hearse
My words will STAIN THIS FUCKING EARTH!
until I'm free from this sex lust succubus nurse
I can't escape this wicccccked curse
like a vamp to the neck
like a wolf to the flesh
I'm curse I'm curse
I'm fucking dead
My gift my gift
the only thing left
I can't escape this wretched fate
Bridge:
It all comeback to you
everything you put me through
It all comeback to you
Everything you put me through
You can drag me to hell
You can curse me with spells
I'm damned
I'm damned
like an angel that fell
my gift my gift
sent from heaven above
is meant to save
all the fans I LOVVVVVVEEEEEE
CHORUS!
THIS IS MY GIFT
and my curse
till I'm dead in a hearse
My words will STAIN THIS FUCKING EARTH!
until I'm free from this sex lust succubus nurse
I can't escape this wicccccked curse
like a vamp to the neck
like a wolf to the flesh
I'm curse I'm curse
I'm fucking dead
My gift my gift
the only thing left
I can't escape this wretched fate
You'll understand when I'm gone….
PLEASE SUPPORT OUR MOVEMENT!
http://itunes.apple.com/us/album/my-gift-my-curse/id391795545
CLICK ME TO DOWNLOAD ON i-TUNES!
This song that I wrote isn't your typical song. I wanted to capture what I'm going through in my life. Just like any super hero with great powers comes great responsibilities. And being a front man to a very controversial music group really came with a lot of responsibilities. The power we have over people is incredible but should never be used for evil. This year has been yet another trial of backlash through rumors and gossip in attempts to destroy this amazing movement. It made me grow sad to know people would try to destroy something that helps others save lives and create a positive message. Yeah some of our songs are obscene but life can be obscene. I'm just the kind of person that has the balls to say whatever I want to say. It is my gift and my curse. But no matter what I never gave in to the false accusations made against us. I kept my faith strong and knew the truth can out weigh any evil against us.
People are afraid of what they can't kill.. Remember that! Because it's the fucking truth. I made a lot of changes to my life to protect my honor and embrace my dreams. I will never let fake bull shit against me and my movement ever stop me. And what's funny is how people use rumors against us. They think it's our kryptonite. But in reality you can't destroy the HERO. In the end our justice will prevail and we stand un affected. We are the fans band. Devoted to the people who made us what we are and defenders of the absolute truth. You can talk your motherfucking shit bitches but remember haha your only making me famous. When you say my name I hope it gives you hell. Thank you All American Rejects for that song. In the end we stand undeafeted. And if someone tries to stop us they better be in for a fucking war. Because When I bite I bite like a wolf an never let go. It will be the biggest battle you ever took on buddy! I promise you that ;"p
This song describes my life through the music industry and as a true hero to the people who are different….. Look! It's okay to be a little messed up and weird. We all are. And if someone says no to that well there lying to themselves. I don't give a fuck anymore. I'm going to live my dreams and no one's gonna stop me.
I'm not perfect and I can't change the way I am but If I offended you good because I still don't give a fuck -Eminem
The music industry is a cut throat fucked up soulless world where people see the dollar signs and will throw you in front of a bus to gain fame. It's not anything what you think it is but if you do it for the music and you do it for love than your doing the absolute right thing. Just know you will be hated for it. People will do anything to take a piece from you.. If being in this world truly is what you want than remember it's your gift and your curse. They would kill to see you faill.. Keep your head up! And never ever give in or sell your soul.
Cuz no soul has a price!
And be ready for knifes through your back..
friends an fans turning on you…
Rumors to try and ruin your career..
and managers stealing your money..
Groupies taking advantage of you
and police and church groups trying to pin you for anything just to get you off the streets quickly and make you look like a lose cannon or a menace to society.
Best said by Oliver Sykes from Bring Me The Horizon.
IT NEVER ENDS!
Look. I know I'm not perfect. I don't have the best grammar in the world or I'm not the most beautifulist person here too. But I do have a heart and I use my gift for the better of mankind. Maybe these words will make sense to you when I'm gone. But I leave you this knowledge to help you understand and get through. Cuz it's safe to say. We all have a heart and we all feel too.
One heart one love… BOTDF
Just be ready to tackle all of the above cuz you better believe that this is what will happen once you become a hero.
This is my gift and my curse.
If there hating than your doing it right.
Fatally yours,
-Vanity 09/09/10 3:58PM
Blood On The Dance Floor
"My Gift & My Curse"
INTRO:
Today I died
and I'm up in heaven
looking down on the world
ARK angel number 7
I was sent to earth
with a mission to complete
my memories
remain bittersweet
a messenger
with a double duty verse
it's my legacy,
my gift and my curse…
curse
curse
curse
curse
curse
curse...
VERSE ONE:
Hold your head up high
They'll would kill to see you fail
Evil lurks in the shadows
Just waiting to prevail
Every sinner has a future
Every saint has a past
Gotta keep the torch burning
so the message will last
Like a phoenix rising up
From a pile of burning ashes
Can't give up
no matter how the haters try to trash us
I will use my voice
like the world's my motherfucking classroom
touching hearts, saving lives
warding off the black doom
PRE-CHORUS:
Come with me
and take my hand
I'll lead you to
a wonder land
A world that's free
of hate and lies
Where beauty lives
and evil dies
Relax your mind
and close your eyes
Heaven's what
you visualize
My wings of gold
kill all despair
just trust in me
Ill take you there
I'LL TAKE YOU THERE!
CHORUS!
THIS IS MY GIFT
and my curse
till I'm dead in a hearse
My words will STAIN THIS FUCKING EARTH!
until I'm free from this sex lust succubus nurse
I can't escape this wicccccked curse
like a vamp to the neck
like a wolf to the flesh
I'm curse I'm curse
I'm fucking dead
My gift my gift
the only thing left
I can't escape this wretched fate
VERSE TWO:
Why do I wear myself down to nothing!?
Would you let me widdle myself into something
Carving me down to the absolute bitterness
wipe away the jealousy I got nothing left
I'm chewing on what's left of my silent tongue
for holding it back from way to fucking long
I've been playing by the rules
I lost myself in the game
I fear the person I use to be
will never be the same….
Pre Chorus:
Come with me
and take my hand
I'll lead you to
a wonder land
A world that's free
of hate and lies
Where beauty lives
and evil dies
Relax your mind
and close your eyes
Heaven's what
you visualize
My wings of gold
kill all despair
just trust in me
Ill take you there
CHORUS!
THIS IS MY GIFT
and my curse
Till I'm dead in a hearse
My words will STAIN THIS FUCKING EARTH!
until I'm free from this sex lust succubus nurse
I can't escape this wicccccked curse
like a vamp to the neck
like a wolf to the flesh
I'm curse I'm curse
I'm fucking dead
My gift my gift
the only thing left
I can't escape this wretched fate
Bridge:
It all comeback to you
everything you put me through
It all comeback to you
Everything you put me through
You can drag me to hell
You can curse me with spells
I'm damned
I'm damned
like an angel that fell
my gift my gift
sent from heaven above
is meant to save
all the fans I LOVVVVVVEEEEEE
CHORUS!
THIS IS MY GIFT
and my curse
till I'm dead in a hearse
My words will STAIN THIS FUCKING EARTH!
until I'm free from this sex lust succubus nurse
I can't escape this wicccccked curse
like a vamp to the neck
like a wolf to the flesh
I'm curse I'm curse
I'm fucking dead
My gift my gift
the only thing left
I can't escape this wretched fate
You'll understand when I'm gone….
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10 of 17MorePLZ keep making music you guys are awesome at it
XD
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can you please come to calgary ab please i bet you its my friendaversary so i wanna take her to a concert of yours so plz :( me and her are like dieing to see one of your show :/ and love ya music xD
you guys rock i hope you keep makeing music ^^
Thanks sooooo much for being there....I wish i had y'all in elementary school, but, hey, I'm istening now :D.....I'm discouraged daily by NUMEROUS people telling me that i wont get far, and that I'm stupid, and that i'm a bitch....But i'm not giving up....YOU have made me stronger...And when i fall down i turn to your music-Mostly the song Believe-to pick me up....And that makes me even STRONGER....Even if I've only written DESENT songs, I'm not giving up cause i know i can make it if i TRELY want it and work at it....I'm also writing stories...Luv to write...Luv to sing....Creative as possible.....I speak my mind...I'm gonna probably end up getting knocked out...But i like to think that it will be because they don't like the truth...or that i speak up when everyone else just keeps quiet.....In fact for a while i HAD followed the crowed of just staying out of this HUGE war between my friend and his Ex Girlfriend....BIG MISTAKE....I should've stuck up a whil ago, and i'm gonna fix that on Monday....I've made ALOT of mistakes in the past....But i've also gonna do GREAT things in the future....I dont CARE if i'm hated for it...Cause you know what Dahvie, You're Right...If i'm hated for what i do, Then i'm doing it RIGHT
I thank you guys so much for what you've done for me. I was ready to give up my dream ti'll my friend had me listen to BOTDF.. and i realized you'r right. .now i love you guys..I'm still working on my dream I thank BOTDF and my friend... <3
My heart has been opened. My soul enlightened. You, your being, and your band are my inspirations. You send such a positive message...Your music has saved the lives of many, and really given people the self confidence they need. I showed my best friend this. She was contemplating suicide. But this opened her eyes, and showed her life is beautiful, and that the way the world potrays you doesn't mean shit. It's what you think of yourself, and what's on the inside. When I met you at the Vans Warped tour, '11 in Orlando, And when I told you you are my role model, you told me to follow my dreams. And I'm trying to follow them today. I stand tall and proud, and I have learned to cope with liars, cheaters, theives and haters. I hope one day I will become as inspiring as you. But until then, Fair winds. <3SGTC<3
-Much love,
Savannah~ =^_^=
embrace your dreams and honour....you actualy played final fantasy crisis core? if so I am so glad you exist! :-D
I have to say I honestly gave your music a chance and it's not for me. I WILL however say that the song about your gift and curse actually shows some true promise. All your other lyrics don't make us hate you - REAL musicians are laughing. Seriously, no one hates you - that would require having some sort of emotional attachment to that shitstorm you call "songs", and none of us have that attachment, I assure you. Keep writing like that and the muse of music will make you her bitch, trust me. I know you have some depth in that soul of yours, so let's see a lot more of that, and a lot less of you telling young girls you want to jizz on their face, etc. Think you can handle that? If you want the responsibility of being "a Hero", then start behaving like a responsible one. You are influencing young lives, and many of your fans adore you as you know. You would be nowhere without them, so stop selling them short with your personal vendetta bullshit and allow them to truly see your soul. They're waiting...and if you bring negativity to their lives through your music, you will have to answer for that, just so you know. Many of your fans aren't old enough to indulge in the perversions you sing about, so why don't you give them something beautiful? Like the song I just read. That came from a real place inside you, and wasn't your usual crap that you spew to children too young to realize you're a poser - you could REALLY change lives if you could just somehow manage to get over yourself. I believe you can,,,
this won't make sence to me when you're gone, it makes sence to me right now. And thats why I really think all portuguese people needs to know you. Because portugal people has something agains drifferent [i swear, if they don't, it fucking looks like they fucking do] and they need to open their fucking eyes to acept. And I think that you guys, Bloog On The Dance Floor, are just what they need :)
love you guys, really x)